Day In The Life Of A Thick Ebony Courtesan

Finally...Who Missed Me?

Yea, It's been a while since my last post. It's been sheer craziness. I have been MIA for almost a year. I am still here, but hey I found something that interests me just as much as the adult entertainment industry. So I have spent time focusing on that. And now I am missing being apart of the industry. It is a job that I love. But it's more than a job for me. It's something I am passionate about. I had never been comfortable in my own skin before doing this. Now, I am just me. You can take me or leave me. I may not be drop dead gorgeous on the outside, but my soul is a beautiful thing. And when I am working I everything I am, and all the passion I have into it.

Lately, I have been putting everything into my writing. I know some of you know I have been taking various freelance writing jobs. I have gotten very good at it. And I love writing. I have found something else I am good at it. Unfortunately, it takes up so much time I hardly have time for anything else. I barely have time to update my own blogs. But I am hoping to cut back this summer and do a little traveling. I want to visit old friends, and maybe make some new ones. :)

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I Am Alive

It’s been almost a year since my last post. Things have gotten weird. But I am dealing. Right now, I am home in Florida. It seemed a bunch of stuff went down, since I left California in February. I miss it. And I miss everyone. I made some great friends. And I do intend to return. When I settle some stuff here.

Since I have been here I have been focused on my writing, and it is going quite well I might add. I am really enjoying being able to get everything down from inside my head. I got lots of decisions to make, and lots of people trying telling me what to do. But what people aren’t hearing from me is I am who I am, and I have no intentions of changing. At least I won’t be changing for them.

People have said I was fat and ugly. And I can careless because I know there are those out there who like me as I am for who I am. And I think everyone has the right to live their life as they so choose. I honestly can’t believe how much I missed California. I bitched and moaned the whole time I was there. And now I am going am dying to get back. I hope one day.

Stay tuned because I am coming back!!!

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Sometimes A Good Lay Is All You Need

So last week I spent an unexpected amount of time feeling sorry for myself. I wasn't eating or sleeping. I was in full on freak out mode over that stupid review. Me..freaking out over something that took place over six months ago.  Finally I started to wear down. I got hungry. So I called a fave and asked him to bring me food. I said I wanted mexican authentic street truck tacos. He was at my place in less than a hour. We shared yummy tacos and drank Coke. 

When dinner was done it was on. I loved every minute of it. I hit my O so hard I thought I was going to die.  I think this had to have gone on for a good 30-45 minutes before it ended. Usually I am bouncey bouncey afterwards this time I couldn't move just looked up at the ceiling wondering what the heck just took place. There are simply certain things he can do that makes me swoon. I have known this man for about the length of time I have been here. And I am thankful for him because some of my darker fantasies I can't share. But he knows them. I have some fantasies that will blow your mind. 

And it's also because we have known each other so long that he says. Get your ass back in gear and go to work. You got a bad review big whoop. Don't let one idiot diminish every other review. Besides if you seen him 6 months ago he probably don't even remember and is making it as he goes. If someone had a really bad time they wouldn't wait six months to write about. Now get your ass up and stop wallowing and get to  work. 

He is certainly a favorite…

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My Bad….My Bad Review Was Not Who I Thought Unfortunately

As I sit here typing this my blood is boiling. I kept going to look to see if that bad review was taken down, or at least my locale. And it was and the one thing I never wanted to think about again all came flooding back . I didn’t remember partly because some of the details were not correct partly because I simply put it out of my head. I remembered because once again when he changed it he added more only this time I remember exactly. Some of you may remember I had an ad for me and bi friend (a guy). He responded to that. 

He e mailed several times before we spoke on the phone. I said I have to schedule around my friends schedule. And it was my fault. I said or you could schedule with me and we can get to know each other. It was up to you. In on way did I entice him I left the option open because I was neither here nor there on it. He set up an appointment. I told him where I was and asked if coming where I was would be a problem as some guys do have problems with hotels or not. He said no, not a problem. However it is a problem in the review he likes to point. 

He was a boundary pusher I never tried to upsell anyone. He offered more money. And I politely decline. I do not fly to Greece or ride the pony with without the saddle. He was a little pushy scared me a minute or two. But he settled down. And when he left I was more than thankful. There have only been a handful of times in the business where my nerves got the better…

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